i believe i’m not the best, and i never could be. being the best isn’t being the most powerful — it’s being the most structured and strong enough to endure without giving up. to be the best you don’t need maximum control over everything or influence; you need to know how to keep going and have peace.

it’s practically impossible to be the best at something, knowing that humanity will always be evolving and creating new innovations over time, making the mission of absolute perfection impossible for now.

accepting that there will always be something to improve in yourself is the real victory. refining yourself, discovering who you are and having mental structure are the true guide to being someone strong enough to endure life.

the one who controls you isn’t showing off or displaying themselves, but they’re there, shaping the future ahead. many times you’ll be silenced — not because you’re wrong, but because you know that no matter what happens, there’s no reason to be afraid

fear is human, but it’s a barrier between the unknown and staying stuck at the same point. accepting that there’s more ahead and having confidence and courage toward the future is one of the only ways to truly stay ahead!

yes, you’ll be wronged like all of us already have been or still will be somehow in life, but the important thing is to keep going, and to learn that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

i’m not better than you for noticing this — i’m just someone like anyone else. i’m just improving as a person and learning from the mistakes i make along the road of life, and realizing that there’s no point giving everything you have for something temporary.

enjoy life as it is — don’t seek perfection, seek improvement and the mental structure to face the future. don’t get stuck in the present, don’t live only in the future, don’t keep replaying the past.

and for anyone wondering — i’m not an atheist!! i strongly believe in God, and you should too.

Ecclesiastes 1:1-18

¹ The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem. ² Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity. ³ What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun? ⁴ One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever. ⁵ The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to his place where he arose. ⁶ The wind goeth toward the south, and turneth about unto the north; it whirleth about continually, and the wind returneth again according to his circuits. ⁷ All the rivers run into the sea; yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again. ⁸ All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing. ⁹ The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. ¹⁰ Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. ¹¹ There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after. ¹² I the Preacher was king over Israel in Jerusalem. ¹³ And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith. ¹⁴ I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit. ¹⁵ That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered. ¹⁶ I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge. ¹⁷ And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit. ¹⁸ For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

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